aku nggak ngerti harus ngomong apa lagi untuk mendeskripsikan betapa bencinya aku pada oktober 2010 ini.

semua bener2 complicated,,

nyesek banget,,

apapun yg terjadi di bulan ini...

pengen teriak kenceng2,,

pengen nangis kenceng2,,

pengen lari kenceng2,,

trus baru balik di bulan november besok...

do you know why???

1. i hate this october,,becoz i gonna be 20 years..n i hate it very much,,i love being teenagers :(

2. i hate this october,,becoz i lost my love,,my lovely boy who i want together with him forever..:'(

3. i hate this october,,becoz when i have my birthday,,i'm LONELY !!!! my sister is far from here,,my parents must go to jogjakarta,,my cousin must go to work. N i don't have boyfriend,,how pity i am !! no surprising,,no gift,,no special greeting,,n nobody special..:'(

so,,

may i say that i hate this october so much???

YES !!

I HATE THIS OCTOBER WITH ALL OF MY HEART !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T